Dreaming

It's the begining for June. So, l try to make a plan for my self. 

Before that, l want tell you something. 

So, recently l have a laziness in mysoul because l got rejected from work that l apply for. It hurt my pride so bad. I always thought that my self is good enough to work with others. I have a capabilty to do that. But, reality is really different. It hit me in the face. 

The confident that l hold on to, is break in pieces. 

I lost my confident, l lost my self for a moment, l lost why l'm still here, l lost my use in live.

I try to make up my self. I searching where l should put my self in the society. What l have and how l use it. 

So, l decided to dream about me in the future becoming a graphic designer and work everywhere l want and get paid from that.

Now I have a dream that l want to achive.

Hoping that l can make my dream come true.